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my back is hurt now. it makes me feel very uncomfortable...

it's terrible that men will get BPH when they grow old. it is also terrible for me, because i couldn't sleep well all the night.

this morning we had a date with the VP of R&D, we took BC to the campus with the wheelchair. i had to say that was a hard work for me, i don't have such powerful muscle. after bad to the room, i was tired to die. thanks to graduate students from EE department came to visit BC, which bring me a long time to rest. but i just couldn't fall asleep.

after having lunch, we watched TV. this time, i had to translate the drama of "wu di shen bao mei". what a bid challenge!

vice president and his student came at two in the afternoon, and at the same time, the cable company worker came to set up the channel and my mom brought something for me, too. i was busy, with a sleepy brain. everything was okay but my mom. i don't know who the Mr. Su is, but it's not the first time that they went out alone. i knew my mother sent my "practice dairies" to that man last summer, i was wondering why she did so, but i didn't ask her. today, Mr. Su even bought food for me, i was not pleasant by that, but i was just too busy then that i can't say something about the issue.

then, Kelly and some students came here to celebrate Kelly's birthday. she also brought some T-shirts here to ask BC make the signature for everyone. We ate cake and took some photos, BC was very happy, but i was extremely burned out then. i was totally out of energy, but these people let me have to stay claim then. i was sure happy for Kelly and everyone who came here this afternoon, but it's just not the right time with my tired heart and physical.

now i am sitting in my room alone, with bad mood and tears. i don't know why the tears came down, maybe i just need someone to support me wherever and whenever. there are too much pressure came in once that i can't hardly bare it. Especially i have to face it alone.



i hope tomorrow will be another brand new day for me. and now i am going to take a warm bath, hope to relax myself.
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